i keep it forever..never forget

 gnite pal...

you once make my life bright & cheerful..hope you can make me feel that way again someday..

no matter how far i go..i'll never forget about you and i make sure you are second person would know good new from me after my family..

that day....sure i will wait for you..

im gonna make you smile always..not gonna let you down like i did before..

i'll never fall for othr person and i always fall for you..now and always *froggysnail..my precious froggy.i always be there for you..i'll never walk away..

you always be my froggy..

you & me..froggy & snail..for the time being i'll edure everything for you..i'll sure acheive success and someday i will make sure im gonna make you happy..

 for you..and only you..*froggy*

touches me much

Assalamualaikum..goodmorning pal..

pagi2 buta ni ada pulak rasa nak update blog..emm..just now aku tringat kat si dia*mmg salu ingt kat die punn..xpnh lupa..* aku ttiba buka blog si dia..read all the entry that she post..more that i read..prasaan sedih yang teramat sangat pun datang..tringat balik zaman aku mula2 confess kat si dia..setelah lama perhatikan si dia kat FB..aku xtau plak ape yg buat aku ni sangkut sgt2 dgn si dia..dari mula aku add si dia kat FB..mcm fall in love in first sight..bukan nak main ayat..memang betul2 mcm tu..dari aku jd stalker( bkn stalk2 nk buat keje jahat k :P ) si dia..then jadi secret admirer si dia..after that aku confess dgn si dia..sampai skrg aku ssh nak lupakan si dia..sampai nak move on pun susah sbb otak aku cakap move on tp hati aku ni masih sangkut dgn si dia..proves that my heart wins against my brain (TT^TT)pity me.. baca punya baca..until 1 post that is my most favourite..that i almost weep(mengeluarkan air mata)..sebab sad sgt2..i cant hold it..im touched..until then i ask myself "why did this happen?" ulang2 dlm otak aku nih...aku msih xpcaya bnda tu jadi..after reading, aku xleh nk lupa..my mind stuck in the past..im happy in tears..klo dkenang mmg aku sad sangat2 tp aku letak diri aku ni kat past so i feel like im still with her.. hm..rasa mcm nak stay kat past je..aku tau aku xleh pikir cmtu..sbbkan aku S***** kat si dia sangat2..i lost my mind..lepas bnda tu jadi kat kite..xleh nak trima..tp mmg salah aku jgak msa tuh.she cant trust me anymore..ttibe time tu ego aku spiking like hell..dan bodhnya aku ni xlayan die..ingt xnak la kacau si dia time tu sbb kot2 si dia ni lg marah kat aku..plan xnak buat si dia ni tambah2 marah sbb maklum la aku ni annoying sket..rupe2 nya si dia tgh tggu aku tgur  TT^TT plan baik jdi buruk..sometime apa yang kita plan kita rasa elok untuk kita and sapa2 la kita syg will make it worst..we didnt expect wht will happen in future..but we never stop regret about our past..sdeh sangat2..xleh nak trima knyataan..i really2 cant hold it anymore..my pride as a man drenched in tears..im sorry..sangat2 lah sedih right now. FROGGY saya mintak maap banyak2..saya tahu saya salah..im really2 sorry..last2, ttiba kat dlm bilik aku nih hujan....

me & you..now & always

i appreciate u..i cared bout u..i take good care of u..i never cheat on u..no matter how hard it is i never ever forget about u..all the memories we create together never fades away..if only i am the only one who feels that way i wouldn't care..all i know is i really "liked" u..i loved u..everything was true..its not an acting..i hope someday u realize my sincerity..happiness before marriage is not the one that i pursue..happiness after marriage is my goal..i will remember that forever..i will try to prove it someday..i will show it to you my sincerity towards you..up until now i still can put a smile on my face..but the agony & pain inside me cant be erased easily..i hope someday you will erase it for me..i know i am not the coolest, interesting, funny and good looking guy that always being chased by girls..i also don't want those things..better for me put myself on the ground..being low profile..all this while i repelled myself from falling in love with other flowers in the garden..because i can't even let go my feeling towards you..i can't even forget you..its been a hard time for me..everything i do i remembered you..everyday i look at your picture hoping that you will comeback..forget about the past and start it all over..i hope you understand my feelings towards you..i really want to ask a question for you..what did i do wrong? was it wrong that i really loved you? was it wrong that i appreciate u? do i need a reason to love you? isn't it nice that a person said that he loves you with no specific reason..and he loves you because it is "you" the loves that gifted not created..rather than a person said that he loves you because you are kind and beautiful..i know it sound silly..but it has a bit of useful meaning in it..i hope you will understand..it is my true real feeling toward you..right now i may not say that i loved you..i realize that i am not worthy to say "i love you" because we are not married couple yet..but i liked you more than an ordinary girlfriend..special girlfriend..i hid this feeling from you after "it" happen to us..i wouldn't dare to show it to you..all i know is everything i do is sincere..i do not ask for return..all i want is you to understand..not much i ask from you..just understand :') 

i promised i never let you down..i will never forget that.

and i just wanna be with you..only you.

for my lovely FROGGY

kitak, kamek sikda pikir pun kitak polah salah..eventhou kitak rasa kitak banyak nyakit ati kamek, all those things sik la nyakit ati kamek gilak sebenarnya..it hurts when kitak try to stay away from kamek with all those guilt..i promised before..and i hold it till end..kamek sik abu2..kamek akan remember and hold my promise until kamek tunaikan..bukan kamek lupak janji2 kamek dolok..it just that lom ada rezeki kamek mok tunaikan..someday i will..i need you to trust me..dont worry FROGGY..kamek akan jadi babo for kitak..only for kitak..kamek babo sebab kamek ikhlas polah sesuatu..kamek sikmok kitak pikir kamek someday kamek akan ungkit semuanya balit..NO!..i will neverever do that..thats why i act "babo" infront of kitak..just to prove that i will never akan do ngungkit2 ya..and kitak, kamek mok kitak always makes me smile like you did before..kamek rasa kitak always make my day brighter..that was special about kitak..you r very precious to me..remember that..precious..no lies..