fade away

i never wanted to say goodbye

day by day, my presence are fading away.all i can do is remembering all the memories tht we make together and hope you are happy.i really think tht my choice wasnt wrong at all.kmk tok xda hak mok cntrol hidup org and mok cntrol sapa org ya mok bcouple.if kmk x decide mok lepaskan ktk dlok, mybe one day i hv to do so.its not tht easy to make decision.i believe u are happy with my decision.i like to knw u are happy..its the only secrifice tht i can do for u.kmk xpat nk polh pa2 spanjang kta bsama.i hv done nothing at all.seriously kmk rsa mnyesal juak polh decision ya.its not tht ktk xpande jaga drik time kta bsama..its me nk xpande jaga ktk.im not blamming u.hope ur final sem gona turn out to be just fine..im sorry im not there to help u althou i promissed u tht i will help u.i hv done nothing to help u thou..all i hv done was sitting in my room look at ur pic tht left in my lappy and blame myself tht i cant do anything for u.im really2 sorry.i knw im not perfect.i knw im not an ideal guy.i knw tht im not handsome.i knw tht im not kind.bt im happy tht i dont all of tht.im gona stay low from now..u are the 1st and the last i ever loved soo much..bt i realize tht love is not eternal.human is not immortal.kalau ada jodoh, we will meet again.if not im gona stay low.i dont want to get involve in social life(bcoule2) for the time being..no one can replace u for now.farewell katak.hope u always be happy.may the time ticks shows tht hw long we hv known each other.